log, etc.

hello, welcome to my log. i've realized that keeping up with long-form entries contradicts my inability to sit in one place for a long period of time just to write -- as much as i hate it -- so i'm just going to stick with this and see how it fits.

inspired by michaelmas's calendar.

may will bring better days

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may 1st, 2025
missing my boy all day
may 2nd, 2025
i need to live in a city for the rest of my life or i'll scream
may 3rd, 2025
i brushed my teeth 6 times today and my gums bled a lot. :(
may 4th, 2025
consumed by anxiety
may 5th, 2025
my period is late
may 6th, 2025
i love my best friend so much and i'm so thankful for his company
may 7th, 2025
i saw the virgin mary in my mirror tonight
may 8th, 2025
tati and the very terrible no-good day! it's raining until sunday
may 9th, 2025
fancy that is THE album of the summer.
may 10th, 2025
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may 11th, 2025
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may 12th, 2025
migraine since last night just kill me now
may 13th, 2025
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may 14th, 2025
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may 15th, 2025
love my best friend real bad
may 16th, 2025
strange paranoia-filled day...
may 17th, 2025
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may 18th, 2025
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may 19th, 2025
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may 20th, 2025
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may 21st, 2025
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may 22nd, 2025
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may 23rd, 2025
bad news this morning. i saw lots of horseshoe crabs and a woman lent me her standing binocular thing to look at birds on the dock
may 24th, 2025
went to the beach today and rode carnival rides with my little cousin. trying to keep everything in. i'm an adult now
may 25th, 2025
went home. cried a lot and held myself tight. i don't want my mom to die before i can buy her a house
may 26th, 2025
immobilized and stuck in bed all day. 657 steps total
may 27th, 2025
the past few days have been hell on earth but i saw my boy today and everything felt okay for the first time in a while
may 28th, 2025
cancelled plans and i am limp and nothing today. i was supposed to go to church this morning but i slept in and now i feel really guilty about it
may 29th, 2025
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may 30th, 2025
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may 31st, 2025
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